i was checking out at target and this guy was being really flirty with me and his nametag said rosemarie so when i left i said “have a good night rosemarie” and he said “rosemarie??” and i pointed to his nametag and he said fuck very loud then said “they are always fucking doing this to me”
I sometimes feel offended by American stereotypes, but then I remember that we had a nationwide panic when they stopped making Twinkies.
Outline of new book:
A girl is brought to a new state only to be dragged to the internet life, as she could n’t make real friends in her life. She finds a group of people who she’s grown to love, some new and some old. One in particular, has taken her heart, only over the internet though, and this person lives in a state only a few hours away. This person isnt friends with any of her other friends, because this person doesnt like them, and vise versa. She one day gets shocking new news to her, as this person had a secret that the girl didn’t know about. It then changes things and makes the girl fall in love with this person, but as time grew the girl wasnt sure if the person loved her, wasnt sure if the person cared as the person had a few other friends that were girls, and the girl wasnt sure if the person was true. Things went down hill from there.
You came back to me. after all the shit i’ve done to you, you came back. No ones come back to me before. You were… always right there? You say you love me, care about me, would runaway with me.. Would you? and Do you? You said you wanted to shoot me, said you hated me and would never trust me again.. Do you trust what I said last night? You said you loved her, shes the best thing in the world, but then why are you coming back to me? I said i was happy without you with my “boyfriend” and that was a lie. I wasnt happy. I felt alone. felt part of me was missing all along. People dont understand us. we’re just one big drama.. But I love this drama, because they love me back. No one said they still wanted me. No one was there that night but you. I had you and I blamed everything on idek the fucking sky. I love the idea of us starting over, hate the fact that you and tally still talk, but I love how you want me back… I’m sorry but.. I love you.
When it’s night time. I stop to think. Should I really have sent those pictures? Should I really have ruined your internet life? No. I shouldn’t have. But it was done because of the things you do, as you say “jokes” You know I’m sensitive, jealous, etc. We might not have been “going out” but you were the only person I wanted, the only person I wanted to talk to, hear, smell, hug, kiss, love, and feel. You made me feel love, like I haven’t in years. you made me cry when you said I tore your heart out. Did you really care that much? Or were you saying that because you knew I’d cry more over this whole thing. I wont forgive myself. I’ll never be able to look at this fucking hell of a website the same way. Just like I couldn’t when Tyler and I were done. I loved you. I said don’t hurt yourself, I said you better be breathing the next day, I sent you a text asking if you were still breathing, and you signed onto skype and you don’t know how happy I was to see you were still here. I can’t fix this. I said I’d try, and I tried.. No one will hardly talk to me, they think I’m stupid for still loving you.. Moe asked me if whatever they do, I’m still going to love you.. and yeah.. I’ll love you til the day I die. Just like tyler. But you’re the one I want, only want right now. No one else. You still have me. I don’t have you though..
“tired” isn’t even a temporary state for me anymore it’s just an inherent part of my personality at this point
I just lost everyone I loved in a matter of seconds last night. Carmelo…Annette…Moe… everyone hates me. Everyone think’s I’m the biggest bitch known to this world, and to top it all off? I just lost someone I thought I could spend the rest of my life with. I hurt them and I’ll never forgive myself. I’ll never forgive what I have done. What I created. What I destroyed. I lost everyone in the process. They all said they’d be there for me and they’re not.. They all said YEAH do it. and now I’m here sitting alone. You’re not the one alone melo. You have friends, they accept it. Me on the other hand? I lost everyone. everyone. I’m not a good friend, I’m not a trust worthy person, I’m fucking horrible and a stupid bitch for what I have done. I wont forget this. As I’m moving on in my life, this will haunt me for the rest of my life. You had feelings for me. I wouldn’t have even known that unless you had said something.. Yeah we did stuff, but how was I suppose to know? You never said anything, never mentioned it. I don’t know.
nigga pls , she think’s ur weird because your crying to her about girls and probably me, if somethings wrong, why don’t you fix it?